“When I hear people talk about juggling or the sacrifices they make for their children, I look at them like they’re crazy, because ‘sacrifice’ infers there was something better to do than being with your children.”
Nothing will change in your life until you accept that you have to make changes. Want to change a relationship? It will not happen by itself. Sometimes there are hard choices to make and you have to be the one to make the choices to have a different outcome.